So, last week on Wednesday K sent me a text saying that our son's soc card was being mailed to him. Saw him yesterday and he said that they wouldn't mail it to him. Seriously, WTF is wrong with him? He just won't stop lying, and he's being dumb enough to leave a paper trail. He's really got to lay off the drugs. His brain is getting fried. Either ( Read more... )

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My ex decided to change the day of his mid-week visitation because of a supposed schedule change. I lost a bet because of that. I told him when I last saw him, "Don't be late for visitation because I have a date." I told my brother that I figured K would be 15 minutes late and no more, just enough to be problematic but not "obvious." My brother ( Read more... )

I told K that I have a date on Tuesday during his visitation. Guess who cancelled on me!

So ducked up. He can go live with his whore girlfriend, but the moment I try to move on with my life it's totally cool for him to duck me over. And of course he conveniently "forgot." He should have "I forgot" tatooed across his forehead.

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1. I'm still attractiveThis goes for everyone, men & women, but, most importantly, to women. Women are, by nature, incredibly insecure. It doesn't take a genius to realize that men are attracted to appearances. However, men in general are also surprisingly not picky ( Read more... )

At some point, I forgot that men find me attractive. I got so used to being treated like crap that I actually forgot. The initial wave of men approaching me was shocking, but it's almost a month later and they're still coming. Seriously, if I were a slut, I could juggle 20+ guys right now ( Read more... )

Went to a food pantry yesterday. Had to wait outside for 2 hours before they opened because the line gets so long. Lucien got to sit in a van with some of my family for most of it. I'm sunburned, of course. Farmer's tan 2.0 ( Read more... )

I missed my period. The last one I had ended over 5 weeks ago. No. I'm not pregnant. I have to have sex to be pregnant. Stupid stress. I kept waiting for it to show up and it never did. Now, I'm going to have to be paranoid and just always have pads or something on me because I have no idea when, or if, it'll return ( Read more... )

I'm only human. I screw up and do dumb things, just like everyone else. What makes me different from the majority? Two things, mainly. (There are others, but these 2 are key ( Read more... )

So, Kirk decided, again, to be completely uncooperative with the divorce. Every time I try to get him to go through the paperwork on the terms of the divorce, he just ignores me. When I pointed out today that I asked him (again) to set a date to go through most of it 3 days ago, he tried to pull some kind of red herring over me e-mailing him links ( Read more... )