ive switched to another lj username. i was soooo over this one! i just need to make a better layout..bla.

http://greenleafbella.livejournal.com/

wooo hoo

its exactly 12 am. liquid fast for 2 days! im DOING IT!!!!!!

ive been feeling like a heffer lately. school starts in 2 weeks and i am very happy for that so i wont have time to eat! ill actually have stuff to do and have classes at night, so no need for eating =). im trying to get back on track..i dont even know what im going to do but this has got to stop!

so i totally overate today but it was all healthy stuff...im still mad though. i had ( Read more... )

so ive decided if i want to eat im going to eat only healthy things. and if i have a binge only healthy stuff. but ive been doing really good lately i just gotta keep it up. i hate it. i want to eat even when im full. whats wrong with me ( Read more... )

im really doing a 2 day liquid diet. i have been eating WAY too much

and despite drinking every night, eating (not too much actually) i only gained 1.5 lbs. pretty good. i actually worked out at the place we were staying by, and i even goofed up there and ate too much a couple of the nights. im quite surprised though. i hope you are all doing well! back to hardcore restrictions once again...*sigh*

i leave in 9 hours. i still need to pack. so i weighed myself at the gym this morning 112. that was amazing. and i even ate food before i went. but now im sitting here waiting for it to be 9 so i can leave for the airport and im eating chefs tofu from the chinese resturaunt. so good. its weird, after depriving myself from food i appreciate HEALTHY ( Read more... )

it was really weird, yesterday i went to the gym and i weighed myself and i took off my shoes this time and it said 113.7 or something. i was shocked! ive been consuming calories everyday, probably 500-800. but i have been going to the gym everyday for that matter too at least trying to burn 200+. im not eating bad things actually, i just snack on ( Read more... )

ah i ate. so good. of course we have mexican food on the fourth haha i love my family. but starting tomorrow morning 7 am 3 day WATER fast. im going to try super hard. ive never done just a water fast. lets see how it goes. i neeeeeed to be strong