It's been a while since I have written in my journal, I guess I have just been too frustrated to really say anything. I am so tired of living this way. I have 12 days to find a place to stay with my children because I am having a hard time getting into an apartment or even a house because apparently my credit is shot all to hell. I finally have a ( Read more... )

Today has got to be the day for all of Kissimmees finest to give me a hard time. I have been pulled over three times in the last two days because the authorities say my exhaust is illegal, that it is too loud, and I should take it off. Bullshit!!!! My exhaust isn't that loud, okay maybe to me it's not that loud :) So, I guess I will be looking for ( Read more... )

Well, Today was okay I guess, I went to work only to find out that I would only be working 3 hours because business is slow.....needless to say if this shit keeps up I'm gonna have to find a new job, something with more stability. Well, being taht I got off early it gave me a chanec to go and look for an apartment. I found a few places but when it ( Read more... )

I got up at 7:30 this morning to be at work at 9:00. Today was such a long day at work, It seemed like 5:00 was never going to get there. On a good note, to my surprise, I actually got paid today. And here I thought I wasn't getting paid for at least another 2 weeks. As for the rest of my day, or should I say evening, I've done nothing but argue ( Read more... )

My father left when I was 16 years old, I am now 27 years old with 2 children of my own, an dI am still dealing with the whole situation of my father leaving. Ever since the day my father left my mother has blamed me for the break-up between the two of them (I can still remember my mother telling me "It's your fault that your father left us") I ( Read more... )

well, so far a day without any arguing. My kids are still going crazy, sometimes I think they were born with a special dose of sugar intake that makes them extra hyper. I am really hoping that things start looking up for us.

man, today is just an all around crappy day. My kids dont want to listen, my mom is constantly in a bitchy mood, its raining, and we are listening to this depressing jazz music. Nothing we do in this world will ever make my mother happy. She could win the freakin lottery and she would still find something to bitch about. I hope to god she gets a ( Read more... )

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it just seems like whatever I say or whatever I do, nothing is ever good enough. I am 27 years old I have 2 beautiful little girls and I am unhappy. Dont get me wrong I love my children more than life itself and they arent the reason im unhappy right now. I just feel as if the relationship between their father and I is starting to slowly fall apart ( Read more... )