I know i haven't been updating. I've wanted to so badly. I just don't know what i would write anymore, what i want to expose, or even how i would do it. It's been a long year and i'm so drained at the moment. I have a sadness in me that lingers despite my intentions to move on. I'm afraid that the year ahead will be even more taxing. I'm ( Read more... )

I never have time to update. I'm constantly working. It's putting me in a pissy mood. There's so much i have to say. I'll update after school. True.

For the last couple of weeks we haven't been getting any mail really. Every few days we'll get some crap mail but we won't get it till 7 or 8 at night when we used to get it in the after noon. JOnathan said the woman in the apartment behind us hadn't been getting her mail either and had been complaining. Well, this morning we saw her and she ( Read more... )

Didn't you know new orleans is going to sink? We're evacuating tomorrow night. School is canceled till friday.

However, today is jjwest's birthday. So let's celebrate.

dont believe everything you read in livejournal.

went to the docter again today. There's blood in my urine but there's no infection. This means that i'm peeing blood and they dont know why still. Maybe monday they'll know. I doubt it ( Read more... )

went to the docter again today. There's blood in my urine but there's no infection. This means that i'm peeing blood and they dont know why still. Maybe monday they'll know. I doubt it ( Read more... )

one l.j. at a time. If your good maybe you'll get to read the good stuff.

i miss nathan. I dont really understand why he hasn't called me. I dont really understand why he left. I long to watch my so called life on his bed and laugh. I just have such a strong regret for the way i handled things in the past. Nathan, if you read this, i miss you. I just miss you. Even if you dont come back, i still want you in my ( Read more... )

I just realized i never updated about noele's wedding. She did it. She got married. I went with rachael to help her set up at the lakefront. It seemed really ugly and corny. A man in a big truck honked and hollered at us. I kept thinking that this was where her big moment was going to be. I was just frustrated with aggravation that she dosn' ( Read more... )