So, big question i've been asked lately is... "what's going on? i'm confused" Well here we go. Remember when i said that i had only very slight slight chance of moving to SLO? Well I'm now living in SLO. I have a new job working in salads at Tahoe Joes, where i work fucking harder then i've ever worked. It's time to start my life over. Too ( Read more... )

"...so when the horses come ( Read more... )

Dear Andrea,What you said I agree with and disagree with. But over all it's what you want and i have to comply cause it's all about your happiness. You told me it's good that i'm moving for several reasons, a main one for us to move on. If you want to move on that's fine, please, i don't want your heart to hurt. But you have to understand, i ( Read more... )

There are somethings that I've kept from everyone I know and love. If told, most of you would hate me for a long time or wanna help me which I don't want any of. That's why I think I'm definitely leaving for SLO, to leave these ghost to rot and be embedded in your memories as thoughts, and even if I don't move, I wont be the same person ( Read more... )

In regards to my last journal post: totally inappropriate of me. I was sad/bitter/really tired and depressed and mostly jealous. If you're happy the way you are stay that way, don't change anything for anyone, i'm cool being friends if that's what it takes, cause i'd rather be friends then nothing at all. =)

once again sorry...

So yeah, I might move to San Luis Obispo after all, but the chances are very very very slim to none. I have the opportunity to move in with Kevin and his buddy in their new place in mid August, but here's the catch, i don't have the money. I need a loan and i need it bad, i can't get it my self, and i would have to co-sign with someone, and that ( Read more... )

Anne just helped me write this, it was fun:

Increments of SevenDoors fold wide lifting feet swiftly by ( Read more... )

Why does everything i write never seem good to me, it can be ok, but it's not amazing. You know, sub par. Why can't i write something you'd want to read over and over again and go "god, what goes on in that guys head to write something so amazing like that", like Conor Oberst(Bright Eyes) , Tim Kasher(Cursive/The Goodlife) , Dustin Kensrue( ( Read more... )

There's something I've been meaning to say ( Read more... )

What's the definition of these motions ( Read more... )