these are my problems:

1. the only person i can talk to...i dont wanna talk to.
2. i feel like i'm being forgotten in so many ways. there were so many plans that we made...but even already i see them vanishing.
3. i have no support from anyone.
4. i'm depressed out my ass about everything5. half of the friends that i've made that really give me ( Read more... )

i'm never gonna make it.

i'm sitting home devoting myself to my fuckin journal and i wanna fuckin make something of myself. i'm here listening to neil's song which he recorded and i just wanna cry. ok now i am crying. i'm so damn proud of him no one knows. but at the same time i WISH i could be doing what he is, instead of sitting at home like la la la la. ugh this is so ( Read more... )

Ok maybe I don't. Maybe Ms. Best is pounding that scary song into our head so BADLY, that it's all I sing. I hear it echoing in my head before I go to sleep (I hear "Particles are dancing" OVER AND OVER AGAIN, I hear the harmonies (which at some points are actually pretty), I hear Danny and I see that vain pop out of his neck (Which I swear I wanna ( Read more... )

here's some new lj friends that i made in the past few days.

abitoffcenter Meg! not an LJ friend, my buddy Meg...I heart you! I'm gonna be Meg for halloweeeeeen. "You look like Nilsa today" lol

babycakez1788 AMAZiNG LAYOUT...really sweeet!

flackita BORiQUAAAA! hehe

grape_nerd2004

janetweiss69 *nsync fans kick ass :)

m0r0n this girl has the best layouts I have ever ever ever seen. Go check it out.

moonpuddin

youxneedxaxhug ( Read more... )

Ok dudes, you guys I was wondering if ANYONE can make me a bg for my layout? PUHLEASEEEE? Because I want a uh..."personalized" one lol. So anyone who has PSP or Adobe...Yea HI! :) lol

loofi my hayden friend made me an arm hair icon I LOVE IT!! THANK YOU! (her layout is sexy grrr go see it ( Read more... )

Before all of u sit here and call me a bitch (which you already have), I never took credit for the backround, I took credit for the LAYOUT because the LAYOUT is mine...and that took me forever the bg is NOT mine, I did NOT make the graphic and I don't care, I'm not ashamed to admit it. To make all of you happy I got the bg from PerfectionI'm sorry ( Read more... )

Tonight I'm going to the P!nk concert, I'm so excited!!! P!nk is a goddess I swear. Anyways I'm home today because I woke up with a fever how great is that. It's weird I've been having dreams that I miss the P!nk concert, and I wake up sick...well I'm sorry I am not missing this concert.

My layout is pretty. It took meforever...so I hope i don ( Read more... )

I'm in a really pissy mood right now. I let him get the best of me SO MUCH, and I hate it and I want it to STOP. I would give anything for it to stop. So here I am like hysterically crying, I have Melissa trying to calm me down...and everyone was like AW UR SO CUTE. No I wasn't crying because I'm in love with him...I was crying because I have never ( Read more... )

and I'm STILL in school :( I wanna go HOME!