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I'm In Love.
God fucking damn it.
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Hey There Universe.
I'm back, bitches, with a new love for Criminal Minds.
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Anyways, I'm here to talk about serial killers Matthew Gray Gubler SheMatthew my sexuality.
Turns out, I'm actually portraying my desires and desire of a true love onto one person: Marky. She's not actually the person I wanted her to be in my dreams. Heck, I've only said ( Read more... ) -
This Is A Day...
As you know, I’m buddy-buddy with Bunny, the girl who Marky (used to like?) likes. She constantly teases me about my crush. Other times, she tells me of her insecurities about her. She also tells me of those times when they were still close. She tells me of those times when Marky told her how amazing or nice she was. Bunny always tells me of these ( Read more... ) -
Not Facebook...
I don't want people I really know to read this so... LiveJournal!
I’m talking out my hair
I’m pulling at my clothes
I’m trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I’m staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I’m searching for the words inside my head
[Pre-Chorus]
(Cause) I’m feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you’re worth it
You’ ( Read more... ) -
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Remember I said in one of the posts there was this drama between Marky and the person she liked?
Well, let me explain further...
To be honest, I didn't really notice her at first I didn't acknowledge her existence we never really spoke to each other at first. I knew she existed, of course, but we just never really talked. At all. She was the ( Read more... ) -
Oh Marky...
Another rant.
I know, and have known for a long time, that I have absolutely no chance whatsoever with Marky. Yes, she may be bi, yes, we may know each other and are civil, but that just about sums it up. We only have idle chat every once in a while, and usually that's only to ask or borrow something. What's worse is that she sits right in front of ( Read more... ) -
Another One...
Another sort of sadistic day dream about Marky...
Yesterday, Marky was absent from school. My overactive imagination kicked off, producing all these kinds of assumptions and guesses as to why she wasn't in school, to the likely "she woke up late", or to the obscure "she was kidnapped by the al-Qaeda". Anyways, after a test I fell asleep, so my brain ( Read more... ) -
As I Wait for the Paint to Dry...
I will talk about Marky. Doi.
If you're wondering about my subject title, I'm doing an art project which is slowly turning me into a Navi.
Yes I am working and failing with blue paint.
Moving on.
Today, I had a dream about her. No, not a wet dream, you Internet perverts. A sweet dream. I can't really recall the finer details, so I'll just tell you ( Read more... ) -
It Could Just Be A Phase...
Says one of the voices in my head. Right. Sure.
I've taken to stalking Marky on the Internet. WHAT THE EFFIN' FUCK. Dear Jesus me, I must be crazy.
Facebook. Goddamn Facebook. And whatever else there is of her out there. God fucking damn it.
Someone punch me in the face like, now. I swear, I'm going insane. Insane-er, which, in my head sounds very ( Read more... ) -
And the Rant of the Day Is...
DAMN YOU, YOU BITCH! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU TO FUCKING HELL, YOU FUCKING WHORE!
Ahem. Right.
You see, this afternoon in school we were preparing for this video contest, wherein we had to make a promotional video for our school. We were sorted into four groups per class. Remember that lady who stole her first cheek kiss from my ( Read more... )