what happens when you just stop caring. You figure everyone lets you down, especially the ones you love, so why care? It just hurts more, the more emotion you invest in them, the worst your heart breaks. Instead breaking evenly, its in large chunks and as these heavy peices fall, it doesnt miss a single organ, scraping every fiber it touches, ( Read more... )

Theres something outside ( Read more... )

You could have bowed out gracefully ( Read more... )

so after a conversation I had with a fellow employee at red rocks I've made a decision ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning, sick but optimistic ( Read more... )

Soooooo

after watching the bachelor, I've decided that all men are dogs...... all of them. I have also decided that the bachelor and my recent ex have alot in common...not getting into that anymore.

yayyy for turkey day.
family.
food.
friends.

So its been an extremely busy week and some odd days that I last wrote ( Read more... )

I have so many things that are up in the air. Not that I dont mind it, I like a little mystery in my life, but damn. I wish I could decide on SOMETHING! I feel like if I do make a decision something is going to come along and make me change my mind, and then I'll be stuck wanting something other than what I have. (This pertaining to no individual ( Read more... )

So, I'm.... you guessed it at work ( Read more... )

So I'm at work...like actual work... I'm typing and answering phone calls and sorting out files.... I even have one of those silly radios that are tuned down so low you can only hear a faint twain country song playing...nice ( Read more... )