I just went back and read some of my previous entries--seems like I only use lj to gripe--my crabby journal.

next time I will journal about happier times, I promise.  I am not crabby all the time, probably because I get it out in here!

must clean the yoga center today ( Read more... )

ok, so my PLAN is to get up in time for the 6 am yoga class tomorrow, but you know what they say about good intentions ( Read more... )

so i am barely able to keep the lids open and I decide to log on to lj and now I have caught up with you maniacs whose lives keep going even when I can't check in ( Read more... )

so freakin tired. . . hubby came to bed sometime after 2 and promptly started snoring.  I stayed in bed for an hour before deciding to just go to the couch.  4 hours + 2 hours on couch does not = a good night's rest ( Read more... )

my kids are at mil's.  hubby has just woken up or rolled over.  I am ignoring the barking senile dog at the back door.  I have to eat my breakfast soon or I will be uncomfortable doing yoga, if I am going to ( Read more... )

Josie is asleep next to me on the couch.  It's cold here.  I turned off the furnace because it was acting all warm and spring like.  I even have plants out on the porch.  (secretly I really don't care if they die, shhh ( Read more... )

oh, fuck.  my bil is bipolar and off his meds.  he'd been living at his mother's and when she left for a business trip with her husband last week, he had been doing ok, making his check in phone calls, going to work, but then he flipped.  He started calling in to work and stole his mom's car among other things (her husband is a musician, think big ( Read more... )

there has been a bomb threat at Garth's school.  The school has taken the threat seriously.  It is the anniversary of columbine.  earlier this year there was the conspiracy to repeat columbine but here and now VT.  The school sent home letters stating safety blah blah, and I played the reassuring parent and sent him to school, but now that he's ( Read more... )

I bought a dress on sale at target last week and became obsessed with finding the perfect shoes. . . I mean girly shoes, because I wear clogs and flip flops or crocs all the time.  so now I have them but they are so not my typical style that hubby didn't know what to say ( Read more... )