The day before thanksgiving, Chris was sent away, he would be gone for months, he had no idea it was going to happen and neither did i. I havnt been able to see or talk to him since then. I couldnt even talk to him, it was horrible. I had doubts that things would work out when he got back, becasue i thought things with him would change. I ( Read more... )

So my 18th birthday, one of the best birthdays. Ana planned the entired thing, its so nice have a good friend that cares so much to make you happy. heh so Ana made plans for us to go to this nice Italian restraunt. Me her and Ryan and Aaron were supposed to go, but Ryan didnt feel like going to the city. when we got to the city, we passed by ( Read more... )

Today is my 18th birthday!
I am getting dressed up, and going out to dinner tonight with my friends.
i really really wish chris could be here, but he wont be back from camp untill january :(
Im still going to have a great night, Because im 18!

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so yeah Yesterday was fun, i shadowed chris at his school, his classes are pretty interesting. then at lunch we went to the mall, and i bought a new sweatshirt. i love just being around Chris, its so comforting, and i just feel safe. Later we went to the pheonix with Aaron, Brek, Me and Chris. we got there and just hung out, I drank a little ( Read more... )

Wow..you always know exactly what to say to make me feel like the luckiest guy in the world for having you<3 I miss you sooooooooooo much already too and you have no reason to feel guilty about anything, we just care about eachother a lot and that makes it seem a little more serious sometimes than it actually is. You are perfect and should have no ( Read more... )

i have never hated anyone, as much as i hate you...

I just talked to yasha on the phone for a while, it makes me kinda sad, because he seems so sad, and i feel like i cant do anything about it. I still love him, i always will he was my first love, but its time for me to move on, and i care about him sooooooo much, i just want whats best for him, and it wasnt me, it really wasnt anymore, we are ( Read more... )

I had the best night last night ( Read more... )

For the past few month, I havnt been very happy, I wasnt getting any support from the people I needed it from, I had dumped yasha again, and things just went down hill from there. WIth my friends, my family, and yasha. I was really depressed. I started hanging out with Ana a lot and she is one of my very good friends. I love that girl to death. ( Read more... )