i didnt get enough sleep at all. Hello weird survey.

( yeah-uh )

I think my full-blown regret just set in ( Read more... )

( rawr )

I can't wait up all night to tell you.
But i'm sorry, im just so sorry.
And i miss you alot.
and that's it..I just do.

im excited for my next art project. completely open. whatever material, size, color, or shape we want. I for one am doing photography. I want to do Allison and Aaron standing under the arch or having it in the background, something romantic like that. Probably a collage of some sort, on mat board or whatever i can scrape up at work. probably alot ( Read more... )

and this is where i sigh, hang my head, and say
"wow im such an idiot. what the fuck."

the end.

i feel a slight tinge of regret on not going to my school production of the Miracle Worker. Is that a bad sign ( Read more... )

I never truly apoligized for everything ( Read more... )

all these problems on my mind
make it hard for me to think
there is no way i can stop
my poor brain is gonna pop
and i dont have a purpose,
scattered on the surface
i need to find some peace.

some goddamn peace instead of all this crying once in a while.
fuck.

the lonliest feeling ive had in a really long time hit me today when i kept being shimmied down the ticket line. and finally gave a very pretty (in a conventional sort of way) girl my check for $10, and bought a single ticket to the homecoming dance. Single. and it hit really hard.