I guess I've pretty much lost touch with this thing. I used to rant and complain in it and talk about my day. This thing was a way for me to get what was in my head out when I couldn't, and now I feel like I just don't need it anymore. But I'm not sure if that's a good or a bad sign. I've been opening up a little more, while still maintaining a ( Read more... )

why's it have to be so hard?

I'm sitting 2 feet from Deepti right now, and she is smiling at me because I'm goofy. Oh how I have missed her.

Later.

I wish I could actually enjoy the last few days of my freshman year rather than sit in a pool of sadness and anger. I wish I could get past it like I said I did, and I wish I didn't care as much as I do. Things would be easier then, but I've never been one to take the easy way out, so I guess this is what I get. I think this goes to show that my ( Read more... )

It's been a while. I used to get upset with myself when I didn't update this thing on a regular basis, but maybe I'm just moving away from it these days. In the past couple of weeks I'd open up the update page, start typing, and just realize that everything I had to say was nothing of value, not even to me. And I hated reading it, so I just shut ( Read more... )

Near the end of third grade my best friend Melinda moved to Zambia to live with her dad, and I never heard from her again. But over spring break, my sister got in contact with her former best friend, Melinda's older sister, and they started chatting and such. Apparently Melinda works in Morgantown now, and she still remembers me. I always ( Read more... )

And Tanya is...stressed out, yay!
Nothing new, right?

But in other news, I now have too many options for the summer and I don't know what to do about it, although I'm thinking I should worry about not failing out of school first. Go me.

BLAHHHH.

Later.

Dorna came up this weekend for a debate tournament, and she stayed in my dorm with me. We hung out with a few of my guy friends from C13, and I think all in all she had a good time. We messed with people's heads, stuffed our faces, fed her alcohol, and aimlessly wandered around. Really, we didn't do anything, but it was entertaining nonetheless ( Read more... )

Looks like I won't be home much this summer because I just landed myself a Robotics internship with NASA. Kaboooomm.
Let this good luck ride through the rest of my applications.

Yay, I'm happy.

Later.

Back in New Haven and very much regretting the fact that I put off work all of spring break. Tonight will be "Tanya scrambles to finish a 4 essay application due tomorrow" night. Oi ( Read more... )