I was there, too.

I've recently realized that once in a while I have dreams that predict the future ( Read more... )

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he goes to work at 10, gets home at 8, and plays with his son for an hour before bed time. then luke makes a cup of tea, does any pending chores, and repeats this process endlessly ( Read more... )

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I'm so tired...every bone creaks and my mind feels like a fried egg, my eyes are dry, scratchy. Vision blurry. my head aches and my temples are pounding with every breath. And still I know she is more tired than I am.

She amazes me. She seems to get stronger every day.

Logan smiling will cause the world to freeze. and his little cries are like a knife to the heart. unfortunately babies cry more than they smile, at least Logan does, and me and mommy are just on pins and needles. With him, with eachother, and with our sanity. up and down....the day runs on a knife's edge.

today he was all smiles and happy baby faces, and in those moments time seems to stop and last forever, glowing warmth and light filling the darkest crevaces of the earth, and all the rotten, cruel, poisoned cursed things shriveled and melted, and there was only joy. flying weightless over mountains and oceans into vast unknown galaxies at the ( Read more... )

if only I could buy her a galaxy of her own, then she would get the christmas present she deserves.

could i have one day where i feel normal ( Read more... )