okay i am stressed. i dont know what to do. the dm said i cant have my piercing. i willing to quit working there over this. what will my parents say? ah i dont know what to do. kfjhsdfkhsdfkjhsdkfjshdkfjsdhk. ah i dont know what to do. i want to quit. i just want to go to school. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

its been a while since i have written in here. not like anyone reads this shit. except nikki. hi nikki. miss you here. hope the hurricane hasn't blown you too far away. so i guess just to start with the latest and work my way back. i just got done cleaning my new piercing. i've cleaned it three times since i got it. which was about 26hrs ( Read more... )

i started to post the other day and then i got a phone call and my comp froze and i never finished. i don't really remember what i said. oh well. my room is so fucking messy and i have to clean it cause some people are coming to look at the house. i think my parents are thinking about buying it. if we owned this house i would have them make ( Read more... )

okay so yesterday i drove myself to work. no, i dont have a licence yet, but no one else was home so i drove myself. i made it okay. but then i had to drive to tina to go pick up some stuff. to get to tina's i have to go thru this thing where there is gaurdrails on both sides. i made it. i got this power point thing from her. one of her co- ( Read more... )

hm.....where to begin. my parents have been outta town the past week and i have to say I FUCKING LOVED EVERY MINUTE OF IT. okay, they are back now. which is ok, i have been drinking everynight since thursday. i think i will be okay with them home for a while. so i had drunken lesbian sex twice. yea, im not a lesbian tho. i was drunk. and ( Read more... )

i can't sleep and its my fault cause lately my ass hasn't been going to bed til around 6 or 7 am. im down to the wire. i have one week left to get my lisence. i have been driving more. i just want someone to teach me to parallel park and i will be ready to take my test. i was gonna type more but i think the sleep just hit me. i gotta be at ( Read more... )

....do yall remember this song? its great.. so whats up?...i need more lj friends. so yea, i am driving but no lisence yet. maybe i will go on my day off this week and take the test. but i have driven my car a lot now. i am getting use to it. i need to let go of the wheel when i take right turns. but other than that i don't think i am too ( Read more... )

my eye is red right now. i dunno what i did to it. it started to hurt yesterday but i didnt take my contact out, i left it in and put some eye drops but it still hurt. i've just woken up cause i went to sleep a little after i came home from work at 5. its still red but just red all over. what if it falls out? its saturday night and i am here ( Read more... )

i got paid on friday and i still havent deposited(did i spell that right) my check. i will do that tomorrow. these first three days won't be too fun. i work 2-9:30 all three days. meh. i decided i am not gonna eat past 10:30 pm. i am getting to fat. and i am gonna try and go to the gym...really this time. i need to be asleep right now. i ( Read more... )

so its almost 3 o'clock and i just woke up. i had some weird dream about the sloth looking thing trying to pee on me and it had scary teeth. i dunno what that was about. so i got up. i was gonna sleep til three and slowly start getting ready for work but after that dream i just got up. so last night i was sitting here bored outta my mind and ( Read more... )