its the time of year to be depressed again. i always know better and i always convince myself for temporary periods, that there are brilliant things which lie ahead and will make my season different, somehow, this time. maybe there is and i get so lost in the summer that i forget my previous endurance's reward..but i don't feel like getting trapped ( Read more... )

sometimes i can't stand to be alone.

it's usually when i can least stand to have someone be around...

..and i just end up frustrating myself.

well if i dont spend much time here, its cuz im on MYspace.com

yeah, im a whore. its just a little bit less socially inept. i can talk to peep there instead of getting to know them by stalking their journal.

last night i took my friend cici to first avenue to see the Ike Reily show. im not a big fun but it wasn't too bad of a show. she was pretty ecstatic about getting to go since she's pretty much a groupie (not literally*) and got to spend time with him afterwards in the basement/band room. everything went pretty well except that we showed up a ( Read more... )

today, i feel like people are garbage.

for all my faults, i have more integrity in my little finger than it seems likes most people have in their entire history. it's not inspiring.

*edit: today was much better. the previous night had involved copious amounts of beer.

either im going crazy, or ( Read more... )

five different rock bands played in the basement here last night. it was an interesting party - most likely attributed to my lack of familiarity with any of the performers. usually when we have a house party and host bands, it tends to be along the lines of 'experimental noise' or predominantly somesorta LOUD-AS-FUCK punk. i experienced an unusual ( Read more... )

today i went to breakfast with a friend, and then spent 5 hours sitting at the Hennepin County Medical Center. fun. i've had this 'thing' for several years. a spot on my tummy that hurts when i touch it directly. i thought it might be a hernia and since it started to feel a little weirder the past few days, i decided to go into the ER ( Read more... )

my plans to spend time with a friend in St. Cloud this weekend got waylaid so i ended up sticking around the castle here (well, its actually just a 4-plex) and trying to find ways to get myself into trouble. which i did. nowhydidiwannadothat? cuz i'm bad ( Read more... )

Last weekend - Harvest Festival @ Harmony Park: it was fun, i had a good time ...but ...im getting a little 'used to' the park. i've been there 9 times and there's only so many things you can do. next year it might be cooler to try something different in another location. maybe i'll host a festival. our camp was really something pretty cool to be a ( Read more... )