I keep hearing a particular song in my head...over and over. It's stuck. Right now I wish I had someone to really listen to me...let me talk to them for hours uninterrupted. I have what seems to be, the weight of the world on my shoulders. Sometimes I get tired of listening. It's easy for me to bury things and they seem to come back to the ( Read more... )

I needed a break. A time-out. A moment to breath, really deep for the first time. All I've ever wanted was peace and quiet. Flashes where only I am the observer. Little things, the drip of the faucet, the whirr of the fan, the sound of my fingers pecking the keyboard. Life can be simple--in seconds. When you compound this time, everything ( Read more... )

I need new music. Everyone burn me c.d.'s :) The more depressing the better.

I had such a good weekend that I think it's worthy of an update ( Read more... )

Friends Only. All the good stuff is hidden from prying eyes...

Plans for the day are as follows: relax, read, and self pamper ( Read more... )

It's really beautiful day today. It's the kind of day to pack a picnic and go on an adventurous bike ride. I need to enjoy my weekend because they totally fucked me with my schedule at work. They have me working nine days in a row, then six days in a row...I'm going to have to talk to my manager and let her know that I can't be scheduled for ( Read more... )

I'm starting my new diet tomorrow. My goal is to lose a total of 15 pounds. My mom lost 9 pounds in 4 weeks. So, this shouldn't be too hard. I really don't care if I'll be underweight, I was underweight this time last year and I thought I looked fantastic (even if people thought I was anorexic...), and in the end it's the way I feel about myself ( Read more... )

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I finally met Suzanne...she was wandering around Dillards and I thought to myself, "I know her.." It's funny that we know so much about each other from reading journals, etc. I do believe that was the highlight of my week. The whole time we were talking I was thinking, I could actually be friends with her in "real" life. haha. I'm picky when it ( Read more... )