i love him. when i'm with him everything *is* simple. with one word e-mails he can make me feel so perfect.

but right now i hate it.

everytime i'm away from him i just want it over.

tell me why.

please.

on a lighter note. i feel better today. no sickness. no sleeping all day. a lot of work.

but i can't get rid of this shaking.

off to china now.

bye.

well not now.

tomorrow.

so i'll be able to collect all my tearful goodbye messages from you guys.

come on then.

x

ready?

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i saw you today.

yes you kate my dear.

thank you.

although you scared the out of me.

haha.

you make me smile.

its really special.

i only have to think of steph's party and.. XD

because you're incredible.

[i miss you]

all of you.

apart from that everything's okay.

yessir.

xx

A.F.I.

9th October.

Fuck yeah.

i just want to say

that

i love:


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misskatemonster told me that _x_pimpkin_x_ told people that they saw me backstabbing spatula_lovin. That is SO not true! If I get my hands on them they'll regret it!

Oh and dead_incarnate went around saying how I got caught talking to afireinsideuk and dissing on _suicidefairy_. Don't let me hear about that again or and I'm gonna tear off their head and s*** down their neck hole!

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( time for me to explain how this whole fucking thing works? )

( ...and until then i'll wander looking for you )