I have been very happy lately, which is a good thing, or at least I don't see why it wouldn't be ( Read more... )

Okay, so here goes the obligatory end of the year post. And, keeping in line with everything else, I’m going to make this as vague yet strikingly obvious, as possible. If you know me well enough, you’ll know exactly what and who I’m talking about. If you don’t get it, then you’re not meant to ( Read more... )

I’m fed up with people and situations & I’m about ready to go home.

I have a hard time believing that anyone cares as much as I do on most occasions.

I have trouble finding my emotions anymore. Sometimes I try to make myself get upset over something I know I should be upset about, but it just doesn’t work. I want to cry so bad, but the really sad part is I can’t.

I don't know what he does for sex or money ( Read more... )

I’m a firm believer in the notion that when we die we are reborn into a new life and that all the important people we’ve known in the past show up again in our new lives. I can’t fathom the idea of spending eternity in some place, heavenly or not. I never want to not live ( Read more... )

Dah dah dahh. Lovely insomniatic nights. I'm super tired but I never sleep anymore. As soon as I get in bed I wake up. I don't want to deal with school at all. I wish it was summer. But last summer, because at least I knew what I was doing then. Except that I didn't. And there's still so much that I'm not sure of. So much that I don't know ( Read more... )

I realize that some of my behavior recently may be considered bitchy, but I feel like some people are just being selfish. I really feel as though I’ve been betrayed by someone I thought I could trust. I can’t really see how certain actions could be justified, but maybe that’s just me. If you really want the attention so badly, keep it up, but ( Read more... )

You can all analyze me as much as you'd like. Let's hear you preach some more about how I'm this and that, because obviously you know me better than I know myself. Stop fucking telling me who I am. Or what I want. I know who I am. I know what I want. It's become quite clear to me that the people I thought may have known me best have no ( Read more... )

This year is going to be immensely better than the last one.