We can’t heal until we hit rock bottom.For a long time I considered January 31st of 2004 to be when I hit rock bottom. I realize now, a year later, that I was nowhere close. Looking back, that was only the turning point. That’s what set everything off ( Read more... )

“And then I wondered if as soon as he came to like me he would sink into ordinariness, and if as soon as he came to love me I would find fault after fault…”There’s something alluring about the unattainable. Something intriguing about that which we don’t know. Doesn’t it happen often enough that immediately upon discovering something (or someone) ( Read more... )

Okay, so here's something I've realized since I've been home. Relationships are silly, unless you're mature enough to be in one; which none of us are ( Read more... )

New years is not something I'm looking forward to.

Brief recap of the past two months ( Read more... )

Being sick blows.

Finals & school work are no fun as well.

Certain psychotic people make me laugh. Yeah, you have problems.

Going home this weekend is A++
So are Denny's and Jack Frost.

I am excited.

My emotional stability is failing me. I feel like I've gone back in time six months. I want nothing to do with any kind of romantic relationships, but I don't know how to convey that to certain people. I'm scared of losing the people I care about most because I don't care about them in that way.

Situation number one ( Read more... )

Last weekend Raffy came to visit, and many ( exciting things )

Yes this just keeps getting better and better. They give out free food here. Two days ago it was cotton candy, and today they had snow cones. And also, my classes are semi-enjoyable. Tomorrow is my favorite day of the week because I have only one. And Dave is coming to visit tomorrow, which should be fun too. We had the most amazing night ( Read more... )