tonight was amazing ( Read more... )

i knew this was gunna happen; i just wasn't sure when.

i;ve lost my composure.
i can't pretend i'm okay anymore.
haha.

fuck.
:[

i hate thinking back to ninth grade.
it was probably the most eventful school year of my life.
and when i think about it, i get sad.
i miss how those friendships were.
i miss those people.

then i realize how much has changed.
how many people have.

egh. i don't like this.

it feels like everything is finally falling into place ( Read more... )