wow...its been like, 2 years since i've even looked at this thing. ..i'm surprised i even remembered my password ... its weird these entries all seem so distant. like they aren't a part of me...but in some hidden spot inside of me they still remain. i've changed so much since i started this... and i think i'm actually banking on the fact that no ( Read more... )

...as are too many other things in life ( Read more... )

i don't even know if have ( Read more... )

i think i've always hated too much drama, too much hopless romanticism too. i've always favored action - fast paced with bullets flying. sometimes its hard not to dramatize the situation, at least in your own mind. i guess thats normal. i'd like my feet on the ground but i love the feel of falling just as well. maybe more, sometimes ( Read more... )

i guess some days nothing really goes your way. when you feel like everything you do makes someone mad ( Read more... )

in a rather artistic mood i guess, kinda bored as well. so i wrote this wondering if anyone could guess what the hell i am talking about in it. you might have to think pretty deeply on some parts though, but i know, in a sense it cant be hard to guess the personification of my inspiration. I <3 my Timofy ( Read more... )

and in all the usual cracks we've stuck the crimson glue in hopes of holding together this world, although i'm not sure if our efforts are helping or if they are even needed. sometimes its so hard to tell if the world is crumbling or being built, either way too many people are falling through the cracks ( Read more... )

but then, not everyone knows what they want, and less of what they ( Read more... )

but then, not everyone knows what they want, and less of what they need. i'd like to think that i know what i want, at least on certain matters. we all know what our end result should be, it just takes some time to work out the quirks. we are all ready if we think we are. and more so if we know it. but its when we are doubted in our readiness.... ( Read more... )

ya know the feeling that something's wrong, but you aren't really sure what it is. -not with you though, but with someone else? you can just sense that they are 'off' ...at least towards you. but then you just kinda brush it off and sum it up to "maybe they are just having a bad day, they'll bounce back soon"......but what if they don't ( Read more... )