One more cigarette and you’re gone like the smoke off my lips

The train station’s pretty repetitive at night

Comings and goings keep lonely hearts faking company

It’s that come and go frequency,

That let’s fall in love intensity

If she thought it made any difference she’d tell you everything

But we know it’s just wasted words on a retired subject

Forever ( Read more... )

Standing crying in the rain ( Read more... )

I'm waiting for the guilt to set in.
I'm waiting for the panic to take hold.
Nope.
Not coming.
Tonight I'll sleep alone like a baby,
and maybe I'll miss you in the morning.
But tonight it's just me.
And I'm okay with that.

 I think about him
and how sweet he'd taste
How'd he'd hold me as we fell asleep together
I want to wrap myself up in him
I bet he'd taste so sweet.

Today I got put in an awkward situation. And it made me remember why I hated her in the first place. It made me remember senior year, and how Phyll wasn't my friend anymore. He was the first person I saw that year too. On my walk to school on the first day, I passed Phyll. We walked by each other like strangers. Stephanie is my best friend, and ( Read more... )

 
Excuse me as I chase my every dream. You’re going to have to follow me, cause I rarely take cue. If only you could see me now, in my shorts and layered tanks and sun kissed skin, you’d think summer was made for me. I don’t give my love away often, but when I do I give it all away fully. Tomorrow’s one more chance at an us, and yesterday seems like ( Read more... )

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