i can't stop crying.
i don't even know why.
it just started.
i hate myself.
i give up.

today started out so great. i was in such a good mood.
why this?

i just needed someone to talk to.

...is worth weeks of confusion.

The star has wept rose-colour in the heart of your ears,
The infinite rolled white from your nape to the small of your back
The sea has broken russet at your vermilion nipples,
And Man bled black at your royal side.

oh, ter-bear. you're so silly.
i don't get you.

bye bye, bama.

I'm gonna miss you.
not all of you.
just you.
♥russ.

okay, at the beginning of September, I get to do my hair however I wish.

I need ideas/opinions.

Right now I'm thinking about dying it "natural" red and putting in black tips.
OR
Lightish blonde with black tips (harder to keep up)
OR
The color it is now with...some color tips.

new FREAKING orleans this weekend.
it's gonna rock.
HOMEGIRL---we have to make our t-shirts thursday, i'll bring supplies.

if anyone has any suggestions on what we should write on our t-shirts, leave a comment! pleeeease. it'll secure my love for...3 weeks. that's all i can promise, but it's a good deal.

GAH DANG. I feel like I haven't frickin touched a computer in 3 years. Actually, I'm just mad that my mom won't get the internet. She sucks sometimes. But really, I love her ( Read more... )

i hate summer ( Read more... )

The University of Chicago, Class of 2009.

FUCK YEAH!

man...if i hadn't gotten into the college i've been dreaming of for a couple years, this day would have been awful. i took 2 hours worth of naps and i felt a little refreshed. unfortunately, the pain medicine hasn't worn off yet so i'm not concentrating very well ( Read more... )

I got in.