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Got my job back ay hillview. Didnt really wanna go back there, but I decided to in the end....I need money bad. Considering I have a $200 fine to pay and need about $300 to fix my car. And my car needs to be fixed badly ( Read more... )

Lately, things are shit. I think Im being a bitch to people who dont deserve it. But staying clean is hard. I think I'd rather be a bitch than a junkie. So if anyone is getting sick of me and wants me to not be around, just let me know and I'll take my part and leave ( Read more... )

I dont like my family, and aparently Im somewhat looked at as a bitch to some people. Its hard to explain, but Im kinda hurt.

In other news I got an ear infection. I've been completely deaf in my right ear for a week now.

I also need a new job because I hate hillview.

I hate it when I have a good day, and then it gets ruined.

FUCK!

So today I had the day off. It was quite an eventful day too, Im happy that I was actually active. And I really was! I played basketball with Brandyn, Amber, Zack, Tony, and Dan. Brandyn, Tony, and Amber schooled us. But Amber sucks, it was really all Tony and Brandyn racking up the points. And Im proud to say that I made a couple of decent shots ( Read more... )

So I'm trying to make a plan for myself on what Im going to do for this year. After the divorce is final and my parents sell the house, Im going to move in with my dad. Just to kinda get my feet back on the ground. But in the process of living with him Im going to save money. I would like to get an apartment with someone. I know everyone always ( Read more... )

I still feel like shit. I was gonna go to work today, then a couple hours before I was going to go in I threw up and started dry heaving. Brandyn I am so sorry that they yelled at you for that. You have no idea how terrible I feel about that. Im going in there and telling them its bullshit for saying something to you about that. It had nothing to ( Read more... )

7 times today....as of 10 minutes ago....

the last sentence in my entry before this made no sentence.

So, I have my ulcer back. I've thrown up blood 6 times today. When I went into work Jan told me I looked like shit, and Sandy sent me home. So now Im at Brandyn and Jimmy's laying on the couch. I feel like this is more of a home to me than my own house is. I cant relax at my house. Its just not possible ( Read more... )