fuck it all.

soren got me out of this place, took me to chicago with him matt and scott. it was wonderful.
we got back, and i went home. within an hour he called me saying he missed me. i am in love love love.


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did i blink twice or was it 430 am?

(skin on skin & i could
die happy)

jessica this is for you: i've been so happy lately. screw lately. for the past two months, i have been nothing but a mass of smiles & butterflies. i don't really remember much detail, but i know last weekend was one of the best i've had in a long time. three of my good friends, and the boy i was reffering to in the poem, are in a band. and they ( Read more... )

things i've scribbled on notepads and napkins from the start of this beautiful thing to the now.

chronology

I.
where i am monologues and
black & white photography, you
are neon and one-night stands

the antithesis of everything
i've ever wanted

II.
i never expected this piece of you, either
couldn't have foreseen the
feel of these artistic scabs or the
purr ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm constantly battling warnings and hypocrisy. i'm in a stale mate against failing friendships, and something about the sky outside is really frightening. it snowed for about five minutes this afternoon. i got excited. it stopped as soon as i opened my mouth (i should have known). there's a gift wrapped box of butterflies sitting under ( Read more... )

over the past few weeks i've learned loads about myself and my surroundings. i became ridiculously close to a boy in a ridiculously short amount of time, and he's opened my eyes to many things that i have refused to see until now. because of him, i am much less worried about the future and where i'm heading with my life. i reconnected with this ( Read more... )

histriony

the snow is coming late this year
our hands intertwine on rare ocassions
through misinterpreted accomplishments and accidents
awkward and innocent, guilty at most.
you smile over cups of cold coffee
that the microwave has forgotten how to heat
whisper that i'm histrionic
and laugh to your feet

i love how your vagabond eyes blink twice
and ( Read more... )

suup at sally and me getting FREE VIP tickets at the biggest/nicest/newest venue in the twin cities to see head automatica, envy on the coast, cobrastarship, men women & children, and 30 seconds to mars last night. jared leto AND daryl palumbo in ONE ROOM, TOGETHER. oh my god. it was fantastic. so beautiful. i slowdanced to scandalous in the mosh ( Read more... )

so i've been ignoring this like no other, as jessie just pointed out to me.
homecoming was on friday, and the whole week was amazing.
but actual homecoming day was pretty much the best day of the school year.

i'm seeing and then i turned seven on thursday, and i believe they're staying at conrad's house. and conrad lives down the street. :D :D i ( Read more... )