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Off the w
Urgh, right, so I haven't been on here in a few months, and in some sad attempt at "recovery" I haven't weighed myself in a few months either ( Read more... ) -
First goallll
Right, very quick update, I'm sleeeepy, and need to exercise before sleeping.
Last two days I have hit 40kg on the scales- BMI 16.0 :D :D That's my first goal achieved. I'd been swaying in the 40-point-something area for a while, and was 40.1 on Tuesday, which was just frustrating. Nowwww, on to 38kg, whoopy. Had some candy today though, which I ( Read more... ) -
Disgusting.
I've been so gross the last few days, I've literally been too ashamed to post on here. Weekends are the worst: family watch your every move. And make you eat. And ask you about the last time you cut, how much you've eaten, if you've thrown up recently etc....do they honestly expect the truth? I hate lying- but I can't tell them the truth. I hate ( Read more... ) -
And this morning's weight is.... *drum roll*
41.1kg (90.4lbs)
So I'm getting there, whoopy. That's a BMI of 16.5. Not amazing, but better than yesterday, and that's all I ask for on a day-to-day basis.
Starting off my day with water and a shot of acai berry juice again (from Holland and Barrett). I try to have two shots of this a day, totalling up to 4,000mg of acai a day. The stuff also ( Read more... ) -
Weight Goals
This is purely regarding my weights.
Height: 158cm (5"2)
Current: 42.6kg (BMI 17.1)
Low Weight: 38kg (BMI 15.2)
First Goal: 40kg (BMI 16.0)
2nd Goal: 38kg (BMI 15.2)
3rd Goal: 35kg (BMI 14.0)
Today's Intake:
1 Soy Schnitzel piece - 197cals
Salad Portion plus low-fat vinaigrette - 100cals
TOTAL: approx. 300cals
By the way: my diet is purely vegan. -
First Entry.
I've never kept an online diary like this before. So, why start now? What will this be about? I'm not sure. I suppose I'm hoping it will help me by somehow providing me with an emotional outlet, a haven for my thoughts to wander? You decide.
Some of you will recognise elements of a pro-ana site on this. This will not (strictly) be a pro-ana journal ( Read more... )
