darcy came onto me.

that's alittle fucked up. but jay broke her heart. fucker

craig and i have been talking, she should give the baby to someone. she's not fit to be a mom.

emma would be a good mom.
i love her so much
she's my everything.
everything.

sean cameron is in love

has been
always
not with ellie
she needs help, she's weird

I love Emma Nelson Cameron.

:)

Mmmm fuck.

Sex is the best thing ever.

Ellie can suck dick man..holy shit. And we got it on tape. Drug money, right there.

I got fired because I took some acid to work and did it. Oh, and the fact I haven't been in awhile. I stay home, get high and Ellie and I have sex or do something fun like that. Is that bad

I'm fucking broke. Called Mom to send me more money, she was drunk. She's always like that I think. Ellie bought more coke, thank the fucking lord. Is it bad ( Read more... )

Wow long time no entry. God I fucking suck ( Read more... )

Alex just left. She didn't even say bye. I'm sorry that I've been busy at work and other shit, but I still care love her and now that she just ran away like I did now I have no idea what to think or do.

I'll call Jay. For some reason, I think this shit is his idea. That asshole, I try to be nice to him. Guess people aren't like that anymore. ( Read more... )

I haven't been online lately. Work has pretty much taken over my life. But I need the money, if I'm getting my own apartment. Living in this motel is getting old and now that Alex is living with me, we gotta move out. I'm trying to save everything I can but somehow it dissapears ( Read more... )

So, I haven't seen Emma in awhile. I wonder why. I gave her the ring and she said she liked it, but I think she's still doesn't think..huh. I don't know why I got a weird vibe. I want to talk to her, I need to talk to her about an apartment or something. Because...I think Alex is moving in with me ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated lately, whats new? I got a job today, down at the AutoMart. I'm just a cashier but I might move into the back and work on cars. Gotta get a level of trust or something. I start tomorrow. This might suck but it'll get me money. Oh and Alex, if you want a job you got one. Just don't fuck anything up.I gave Emma a promise ring. I ( Read more... )

So it's almost a week since I came back, and I think I'm glad that I did. But Thrusday night, Ellie called me and wanted to talk. She sounded really upset but I did'nt know what to do. What I did, leaving her like that was a bull shitty move. I shouldn't have. But I don't love her like I use to. It's not the same, I told her that because I had to ( Read more... )