I HATE MATH...ALOT
school is intense
work sucks
she is amazing
i love every time i die

that is all

she really deleted me from her friends list

its great to see how easily she gave up on this

im sure ill hear some shit about this because i am the asshole

that is if she even sees this

.....wow

so all of that hope i had lost in my self has been completley gained back ( Read more... )

i think ive lost all hope in myself

...fuck, i need to get my act together before next week

umm last night was great

....kind of like her

jager bombs are not my friend...

i hate this, i dont want to do it anymore

oh, please hang in there, we will both be better soon

"cause you belong with me, not swallowed in the sea"

oh and ps- i love you

so this was a pretty good weekend i guess

syqq party at john's friday

drinking white russians all saturday night

being drunk two nights in a row....noice

yeah i still work alot, but thats a good thing

i worry about this one girl.....a whole lot
i hope she will be ok

on a good note, i purchased a 5 dollar peacoat
that was awsome

i cant belive half of the shit that has been going on these past few days, things ive heard about and things people have said to me....pretty fucked up ( Read more... )

im seriously sick of it all.....

but where oh where do i go to get away from it?
work maybe? im not sure

on another note, i do enjoy silly girls and their company, they are probably what keep me sane

and as for you, ive been missing you

what to do?

"hope, paniced and pushing for a good spot in eacother's lives, we're starved, tangled up in everything, could be anything. Impressing, with a popular smile, dont you miss the rush of falling in love, after all the times of disaster..."