are you ready be what you need to be? this life, it was once said, is an illusion, be it a a stubborn one at that. let go. you are already there. let yourself be who you always knew you could be. you have control. you are the pilot.

fly this bad boy tonite.

zing.

i don't care what anyone says. i'm getting the fefe dobson cd. zing.

last christmas. pins and needles. clean. nail in the coffin. pain in the neck. microsoft.voodoo. closed. twitch. rama. kissstick. chocolate. leaf. nut.

home home home. one more, then home. many things to say. no time.

just hope the sandman was with you last nite, cause he certainly didn't hit apt. 16. eh, who needs him anyway.

back again rogue? i'm not in the mood. seriously. give it a rest. it's over. what was that? still haunting me. i can hear you. your voice resonanting. you've found my natural frequency and you won't let go. rogue, it's over. don't you have someting better to do? i'm used to you. jaded in a sense. no i'm not afraid. schoolboy. i won't back off this ( Read more... )

this may be the end of an era. beginning of a dynasty. watch out world. lock up your daughters. give your son that handgun in your nightstand. make sure he knows to turn off the safety before he fires. be ready. board up the windows. lock the doors. i'm coming for you. be ready. take those shells, load that gun. add some oil. you know how to use ( Read more... )

this plane is crashing, and the big bad wolf's at the wheel driving me straight into the ground.

sights are set.
crash and burn.

"i'll huff, puff and blow this fucking kid to the ground."

"i'm not going down without a fight."

dear b.b.wolf,

do your worst. i'll do my best. the smoke will clear, and we'll see who's the real prizefighter.

tonite i made a sundae. gorged out my own eyes. added them with the maraschino cherries. a tainted mix of red and white. chocolate syrup iris. served it up with an iced pepsi. ate the damn thing with a spoon from the ninety-nine cent store. a mentor for my life. the bowel with a little light house at the bottom. a seagull perched up-top. my friend ( Read more... )

i'm still here rogue. care for another go? no time. again, likely story. i heard you banter before.

you're
not
fooling
anyoneso give it a rest. the truth is, you don't even know what is real anymore. when you live a lie, it's all you know. convinced of everything you've not. that's the way it is. you have to be, other wise it doesn't work. what's ( Read more... )

take a look around. find a mirror, and look at yourself. be content. see who you are. take your clothes off. slowly, one piece at a time. don't start with your shoes, everyone starts with their fucking shoes. take off your shirt first. how's that? don't flatter yourself. lock the door, if that sort of thing makes a difference. take a good look at ( Read more... )