there are thoughts behind my actions. thoughts you may never know. but they define me. i define myself. if i told you, i may come off as less than who i am. but that would only be because i was never one with words. but my reasons are mine and mine alone. think what you will. i know everything i need to.

they are an art form.

new song

leave some love if you enjoy.

 man, im gonna crap in my own mouth, wanna come wa tch?

get me on a safari, cause my imagination is running wild.

A quiet calm comes over me. A sense of satisfaction in the heart of dispair. This is a test. This is more than a test. This is the real thing. This is not just another message sent from the powers that be. Not the emergency broadcast system. This is the goddamn emergency. This is not hell in a handbag. This is hell in all it's fury. Stand back ( Read more... )

ps. the darkness rules

Bathroom. An invitation from the fountain. Water seems like a good idea. "Man, this shit is really getting intense?..." What? Granite. What the fuck. I don't look up. I don't know you. Do you pull this shit with everyone? Or do I represent something you want. To be. With. Fucking fag. I don't have to piss so I just stand. Stalls provide privacy and ( Read more... )

you'll probably never know what it feels like. not knowing. did i just prevent disaster or was i the cause? it sure seemed like a good idea, but now, pseudo. this is the worst. i can't wait till monday comes but i don't want to miss everything in between. you won't know what this feels like. ever. this is my own. maybe you can see my scar ( Read more... )

still need to

find concentration.

one. be more like i need to be.