I'm sore, but it's one of those good sores. You know, I like John Mayer's sound... not necessarily all of his music or what not, but I like his sound. I need to not eat out so much. I think that's a major part of this not losing weight, but just staying the same thing. I need a money tree.

I've got a long list of things to do. This year has been a good one so far. Just gotta keep it up. A few more things that I need to do rather than the list of things I want to do. I want to have more memories and more fun times. seriously, I do. I love to laugh. I love to smile. I want to have some fun. Let's make some memories.

Why do I agree to things that I later rethink my decisions? BAH!!! hopefully this won't last long. that's a horrible thing to say. i'm a horrible person.

Can someone really change? Is it really possible?

I think there was more to that, but my glasses just broke. Stupid. Bah.

I'm pissed off. Everything is grating on my nerves today. I want to hit something.

I'm a little nervous about tomorrow and saturday even. I kinda made myself sick earlier tonight. I don't even think it's him that I'm nervous about... it's everyone else. That and how things will be. Maybe I should take a shot on the way to the airport. That might would ease things just a bit.

I guess things will just go back to the way they were before. I really did think that progress had been made and that even though there were strains here and there that they had been mended pretty well. I thought that there would be hanging out and good laughs and just a realization that our friendship is important. WRONG!!!!! How stupid can I be ( Read more... )

I'm COMPLETELY excited. :) Only one person who might read this will know what i'm talking about right now...but soon more will know. Be patient if you don't know... you'll be excited too... or well, who I'm talking about will be. haha. Yay!! :) :)

I am my own worst enemy. Or maybe moreso my thinking. This morning was good... actually just today was good. Unless the gas station double charged me, which I'm hoping they didn't. Sometimes little pieces aggravate me. That's okay though...I'll get over it, I always do. Nothing in particular about this post... just a general though going through my

bwah.