I feel sick. hah. The end, that was my post for the day, month, whatever I decide to post here anymore. Kidding. I do feel sick though. I know better than to eat late and then go to bed,but when you don't get home til late and you're hungry, what do you do? I guess I could have gone to bed hungry and then gotten up and eaten breakfast...too late ( Read more... )

All of this is new to me. I don't know what to do or if I'm doing the wrong thing. I feel stupid asking,but if I don't ask then I worry and even though I'm really good at it.. I'd rather not. I want this to work. I just don't know what I'm doing wrong? I don't understand. I just wish I had some answers. Or at least a little bit of knowing what's ( Read more... )

I get sick to my stomach whenever I see you. Sometimes I never know whether to actually speak or to hide. What do I say? What happened? A lot of times I don't care,but there are times when something reminds me of a memory.. or someone will ask a question and it'll hit me. I'm now sometimes wondering if I called, if you'd be there like I was always ( Read more... )

It's been a little while since I've posted anything in here. I guess I'm pretty boring. I can completely deal with that though. :)

So the things you think you know... are lies or half truths. Things never are what they seem. Unbelievable.

I'm sick and tired of it all. Just nevermind. I've the mind to be selfish right here, but I won't be. I'll just think it and go on.

Would you lay with me in a field of stones?

Sometimes... somethings hurt. Even as much as you don't want them to... they still hurt. And you can't do a dern thing about it. BAH.

I cannot stand when things that should not bother me, do. I hate stupid things that hurt when they shouldn't. I need to grow up. I just don't know how. I need to let go. I don't know how to do that either. Ah, the mystery with my brain and my heart. Stupid sometimes. On a much happier note... I am loving this snow!! It's so pretty... at least right ( Read more... )

This is not a big shock to those of you who actually know me. I think I blush more now than I ever have in my life. I can't tell if my cheeks actually turn red, but they burn, so i'm sure they do. My friends might be right... I'm going to end up with the most straight-laced guy ever. God, I hope not. They're not the ones that make me blush. They're ( Read more... )

I think I want to reinvent myself. (reinvent looks wrong, but I'm too lazy to look it up) Okay, maybe not that exactly. I just want something different. I just wish I knew what it was.