have you ever had it when everything hurts for no apparent reason? well thats how i feel right now...just like...everythings closing around me and there's nothing i can do...but i suppose i dont have a choice but to live and let live. just things can hurt so bad you just wanna scream and make it all go away...but i suppose that doesn't always work ( Read more... )

so school has started, hurray hoorah! i played andy in pool last night at locos and almost won. -mumble- bastard eight ball... ANYWAYS! so yes, life has been good. went camping at the brickyard last night. had a beer, smoked cigarettes, built a fire, made smores, ya know the normal adolescent camping experience. i work tonight which is an ( Read more... )

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i dont really know why i'm updating, cos nothing new happened. well school starts soon and i'm excited about that. i'm going shopping today, and thats pretty exciting too. i have bug bites absolutley everywhere on my body and i have NO idea where they came from. i'm kinda on a house arrest just because my father says so, which makes me happy cos me ( Read more... )

well yea i'm bored XD
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i stayed out again last night. oh well. i saw meg! she was crying but i think i might've cheered her up. if i didn't i will. :) hehe. i'm in a weirdly good mood. i feel like i should eat something. yesterday i ate too many pain killers and i almost passed out around 2 in the morning. well so i was walking out of the graveyard and i heard the noise ( Read more... )

i love The Used. such a good band. i especially like the second song. right now Chris, Kyle, and Megan are here saying hi, or for Chris, bye. i really wish i could not go on my trip tonight but i have to because my mom SUCKS and is making me. oh well i'll just mooch money off her by making her buy me food and clothes and whatever else i can get XD ( Read more... )

well now i'm updating because i'm bored. right now i really wish i had someone to hold me and tell me everythings gonna be okay. but i hung out with Meg,Sandra,heather,Sarah H.,Kyle,and Taylor. it was fun. we were crazy. i'm trying really hard not to be depressed lately. its been hard but i'm really trying. i'm actually trying to figure out what i ( Read more... )

so many things have been happening and all i feel like i can say is "oh shit...oh shit..." and so yea. i like the used. they're good. they make me happy. its been a while since music can move me. my new fav song is Kick some ass by Stroke 9. i'm leaving on weds night after work to go on a road trip w/ my mom which i really dont wanna do. but i ( Read more... )

well everything is GROOVY here! i'm so friggin bored at the moment but hell, lj gives me something to do. so everyone cept kyle and megan are in the living room, including this chick i've never met named taylor. i had to use sharpie for eyeliner today because i couldn't find megs eyeliner and she was to lazy to get up, so. things have been going ( Read more... )