well lately things have been better for me. i went through another shitty time and honestly...almost left you all but i've moved past it. i found people and friends that make me wanna better myself. i'm happy with me and its the happiest i've been in a long time. i've been learning and maturing myself. i had an epifiany ( i cant spell) on my entire ( Read more... )

so yes. just to let you all know i made it into the school play. yayy for me! and me and jake are still good. 7 months and 2 days. mmm i like kit kats. jakes i lincoln this weekend. i miss him already. cos i'm a dork. i'm doing some photography work here soon, hopefully it'll work out well. i'll talk to you all later. Care Bears will eat your soul.

well i guess i'll update. so yea everything has been going...well. the person i hate is out of my school, and everyone else i'm okay with. i'm not failing any classes, cast list for the play is tomorrow. i tried out. i hope i make it! -crosses fingers- i've been a Diviant Art whore lately, but ya know its all good. jake pulled me into myspace, and ( Read more... )

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well. i guess i dont have much to write about. Homecoming is next weekend and i currently have no date cos jake has to work. -sad- i guess i'll live. i guess. i've been talking to Jeff jakes Best friend lately and hes really awesome. hes such a dork. and also i've been listening to kelly Clarkson (dont ask) i dont know where my dad is right now. i ( Read more... )

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i KNEW IT! I FUCKING KNEW IT~ i knew that stuff was building up. things were too nicey nice too long. although now all i can see is things going up. right now i'm attempting to be positive even though its really hard. i'm thinking about getting on meds because i cant controll my depression. i think i'd be a good idea, and jake thinks so too. but ( Read more... )

AI was kickass. i was hit on by munches of people and i didn't like one fucking minute of it. so yea. i tried to be nice. but i said up front i had a boyfriend. :) saw a bunch of awesome people at AI, made LOTS of new friends. i needed to give somebody a bunch of their shit back but they HAD to be at home all day. as much as i hate to, i think i ( Read more... )