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[ifoughthelaw]

Okay, it's stopped.. I managed to find my 'calm place.' Great lot of bullshit that is, took me long enough to find it. x.x Anyway, I've decided I'm going to write down when my panic attacks first started happening, why I think they are and why I haven't sought help, blah blah blah. Here we go

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[taintedblue_i]

Hey..it'll be okay. I know it's hard but it will.
I have a thing about eating in front of lots of people and I get panicky when I'm surrounded by people (like in busy shops and stuff)

[ifoughthelaw]

I know, it sucks so bad.. x.x

[ij22]

I get you.

My panic attacks started at 8 as well. I couldn't leave my mother's side as well. They stopped until 9/11, then started again, I couldn't leave the house for almost a year. They stopped until I was 13-14, and wasn't able to leave my mom's side for another year..I was homeschooled for a bit because of it..but i'm back in school now. and it's hell.

I keep trying to be optomistic, but it's just hell.

[ifoughthelaw]

Thankfully I dropped out of school before my panic attacks started happening again. It's really horrible - I've felt suicidal at times because of it. You just don't seem to be able to do anything normal people can do.

Despite that, I'm trying to keep a positive outlook; too. Hopefully it'll pay off.