I forgot I had a livejournal.. Man, I read my old posts and omgwtfbbq how lame are they. I was like.. Some stupid little emo ( Read more... )

Haha, I actually watched the corpse bride last night. It's fucking excellent. Evidently, it won't match up to Nightmare Before Christmas but it's still really really great. I definitely think that Victor should've married Emily in the end though.. Not crappy Victoria. >_Grr, keep sneezing. I think I'm going down with something ( Read more... )

Blah - in a pretty shit mood. There's a new guy starting today, some German called Tomas. "Oh ja, ich bin sehr gut!!" [Rolls eyes] We're just a few steps away from the day that is going to snatch me away from all my friends, and therefore ruin my life because it's going to take my happiness away. I don't want to start my life over again - meet new ( Read more... )

Oh my fucking God I want to kill someone.

Ever since I started using LJ again all these fucking popups and banner ads and viruses are exploding all over my computer. The PC has tried to restart itself several times. Bastard. This is why I despise using things that change so much. CoughcoughFurcadia ( Read more... )

( Stolen from xxkelsterxx )

Okay, it's stopped.. I managed to find my 'calm place.' Great lot of bullshit that is, took me long enough to find it. x.x Anyway, I've decided I'm going to write down when my panic attacks first started happening, why I think they are and why I haven't sought help, blah blah blah. Here we go ( Read more... )

This is getting FUCKING ridiculous now. I'm having a panic attack as we speak. I can't breathe. All these heart palpitations are going and I'm about to fucking faint. I feel horrible. It's just the sitting here knowing nothing's actually going to happen to you, but you can't stop it nontheless. It's a really bad one this time - I'm shaking like ( Read more... )

Okay, going to find some communities now.

I hope they'll have me.

Lolzroflzmfk.

Also I may start doing quizzes.

UPDATE: Gareth is back again. Thankfully.

I'm not sure if I read this correctly but if I did that has cheered me up a HELL of a lot.

Wow.

Fuck it. I'm depressed again; I dumped James on Saturday night. Had been planning it for a while but actually got round to doing it when I had consumed quite a lot of alcohol (we're talking lots of white wine, ponche shots and ponche and cokes plus multiple cigarettes) and I did it through text - I figured it was the best way because he couldn't ( Read more... )