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watching out of the plane window for half and hour, then clouds part and it's a billion golden lights, too many lights, unnecessary and beautiful as anything i've ever seen ( Read more... )

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ex-hermana lunita. i wish i was a mathematician, people are too unstable. i wish i had a new wig, a short, red, curly wig. i wish i was still half-starved in ohio, wrapped around the only body i want to know. still waiting. "life is elsewhere" goddammit that can't be emphasized enough. i think i'm supposed to be making serious life changes pretty ( Read more... )

an overwhelming number of goodbyes. none of which are final. psychic hearts to ohio, california, new york, etc.

"She's a smart cracker...and a mixed metaphor."

wake up and swallow a vitamin c horsepill. my throat's to dry and i almost vomit trying to force it down. i walk to town to get coffee, realizing that it's nearly the two year anniversary of when i moved to this town. in truth, it does feel like home. it's hard, though. i feel like i'm always left behind. if it is my home, i shouldn't feel ( Read more... )

i just discovered that my gums bleed with i press on them.

joni mitchell's blue and giving up more than i'm keeping. feeling the desperation of lonliness (please, can i come with you? i just want to be a part of something!) throwing away parts of people i don't know anymore, people i saw yesterday but may never see again. literal stacks of photographs from one-use cameras, one-use memories, one-use ( Read more... )