Today was not a good poem.

I was just told by one of my close friends that 70% of the conversations they hear me having involve talking about the internet.
I respond by posting this story on my livejournal.

Sew your fortunes on a string
And hold them up to light
Blue smoke will take
A very violent flight
And you will be changed
Sand everything
And you will be in a very sad sad zoo.
-Metal Heart by Cat Power

(you're my favorite forever.)

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your cold shoulder hit me square in the jaw.

on this, the eve of my return to ohio, i realize that i've spent too much of my time thinking that ohio is the only place i can make it. the truth is, i'm making it here. in fact, i'm doing better than i ever have. not to say that i'm stable, or that i really feel like this is my home, but i swear i've never gotten this close to those feelings ( Read more... )

Date: Tue, 3 May 2005 14:45:02 -0700 (PDT)
From: "Ruin billy"
Subject: Re:
To: "mahina embers"

hello,ill behome arond 11ish tonight telleverybody causei dunno emailaddresses shit ths airport keyboard sucks.

right now, if i turn my head and look over my right shoulder, i see a mop of blonde hair with a little chelsea face sticking out from under it. if i turn my head approximately 180 degrees to the left of that, i see the smooth planes of edwin's face caught in the morning sunlight. he is making cute sleepy kitten sounds. i will never be able to ( Read more... )

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okay, someone back me up on the self-indulgent photography [to steal julie's phrase] thing.

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