today went pretty ok ( Read more... )

how could i like someone who is in love with someone else? ...oh, i know. they never told me until i really began to like them. there is this sinking feeling in my chest and its not going away. it hurts to breathe. i dont want to think. why am i feeling all this pain when i really dont care? it just hurts because i feel like a fool. i was so ( Read more... )

nothing can change the way i feel. i am in need of a change of scene. there are times when i wish things were different but, if they were...i would never know what i know now. things around me are changing and for the most part it is ok but, the things i needed to stay the same have gone away. there is hope for me anymore. like my father said, i am ( Read more... )

i am really hurting right now...everything is falling apart all around me. every step forward is taking me two steps back. back to the darkness that use to hold me. back to a time where i was way too lonely. i needed time to change...i did. now, i am back where i started again. alone and afraid, like a child left in the dark. no comfort, no peace. ( Read more... )

so, just got off of work...really bored, cant sleep(i cant stop thinking)...

so much to do...craziness.

cannot wait until cedar point...so excited.

umm...dinner with elisha and rachel on friday...hurray for chinese food!

much love
krystal

so...i really love being blown off... wanna ignore me sometime? if you do...dont call me back, tell me we are going to hang out...then, bail at the last second...i love it ( Read more... )

My Grad Party...

June 26th 1-5:30, (unlike the invitaton states(1-4))

food served at 2, magician at 3(cause i am just good like that), DJ aroudn 4, then you are out around 5:30...

come if you like

invitations coming soon

much love
krystal

at the end of the day...i am gonna say what i mean ( Read more... )

who should i go with? the guy that gives me a reason to smile? well, we will just have to wait and see what happens. i really like him and i really need a prom date...good combination...maybe?! yea. i think i have to think about it. i might want to talk to him about it though...lol. i really want to go with him though...i think that it would be fun ( Read more... )

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