this is me offically or unoffically giving up ( Read more... )

i cant stand people. one certain person in general is driving me fucking crazy. i really wish things would work out and we'd be ok. but lets fucking face it when your in a one sided relationship its just not going to fucking happen. and if the person doesnt care enough to try to be friends i dont understand why they want it so badly. or why they ( Read more... )

its become clear that if two people are supposed to be together no matter what happens no matter how far away and no matter how many people try to keep them apart they will find each other. and no one said it was going to be easy, but no one said it was going to be this hard. tomorrow is valentine's day. and i definately have a valentine. and he ( Read more... )

so, theres someone that i miss talking to. it just kind of seems like i want him more than he wants me. oh well, what else is new. im always the one who puts more effort into things.i wish he'd call me tonite. 230958 dollars says he wont. he has never been the one to call ( Read more... )

Someone that lays on my roof and gets high with me ( Read more... )

ok so i havent updated my lj in a long time. not sure why. busy and shit i guess. although i havent really done anything besides go to class, go to shows, and get fucked up. haha. anyway my life is pretty close to perfect. so i cant really complain although i will because i want a boyfriend. im tired of being single but at the same time im not. is ( Read more... )

so its saturday and today is a great day. last nite i watched mean girls again. its so amazing. i can quote it. and it makes me laugh. im about to go home and do laundry. then come back and do something fun. i duno what yet tho. hahah. hmm. its the holiday's bitches. i hope everyone is filled with the christmas spirit like meeeee. yayyaya. wow im ( Read more... )

i dont usually have patients. but for some reason things worked out amazingly. the guy i was talking about in my last entry msged me today and said "it was so amazing to see your face and i cant wait to play that song and actually sing the lyrics to u". as much as that made me happy and i want that to happen, and i know it will. ive decided that i ( Read more... )

1. First Name: Mary ( Read more... )

sometimes im amazing at taking them. and sometimes i think i know what the person is getting at but im just, like meh i dont care. haha. so as of the past week i've been getting a few. good and bad. and the good ones are amazing but the bad ones make me sad. and i dont like being sad. so im trying not to be. and i hate it when i meet people who ( Read more... )