OMG WHERE IS MY lafisher journal!

*panics*

guys hi i wanted to post there and read my flist but IT DOESN'T EXIST AND I CAN'T LOG IN

OMG LIVEJOURNAL IS TRYING TO DELETE ME

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPP

ETA: nevermind, it's back. phew.

I want to be an artist. I want to live for my art, suffer, weep, and die for my art. I want to sleep in a van, or a little hole in the wall, and wear hand me down clothes and spend my last cent on ramen noodles and eat them dry and crunchy. ( ramble on... )

my fucking flist just imploded with angst and i'm not going to help matters any

( stupid conversation )

um.
hi.
i...think i may reinstate this journal a bit. i...need to let off some major steam. but not right now...this is just to let you know that i will be doing so. and give you a chance to bail, if you're so inclined. heh. hi.

~L

Phew. Long time no personal life update. So busy with school, work, and cramming in all sorts of last minute friendship time. Which is probably what this piece will pertain to, here. Meh. Yeah.

( Come inside... )

I wrote a story for my sister. :-D It's really fictionalized, except that it's about us. Some of the details are true. I dunno. Here you go Trina. For you. :)

Oh, I should mention that it's still rough. Written somewhere in between lots of bouts of not sleeping. Sorry.

Oh, and also, this doesn't contain any romance! None! Whee!!!

( Toosh )

Damnit. I think I got myself in trouble. I told my prof that these things were done, and they're not. I've been digging myself in deeper and deeper with lies to procrastinate on getting them in longer. And I'm too tired to do justice to anything right now. I'm gonna sleep a bit, wake up, write, dash them off in an email, and worry about the other ( Read more... )

Sorry to spam you. I posted this on lafisher, then took some suggestions and reworked it. So I'm posting it here, reworked, for my own sanity. Don't read it if you've already read it, unless you want to. ;) I'm still not perfectly happy with it, but I like the ending more I think. Anyway. :)

( In Which You Will Find Sunsets, Shampoo, and Ruminations on Forever )

And because Erin told me to:

DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:LowBorderline:ModerateHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:ModerateDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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It's probably fairly accurate, actually. I am ENTIRELY too dependent. Or maybe I'm ( Read more... )

Am at my internship. V. bad employee, here. Have been feedbacking/reading/etc in between several few minute stints of doing actual work. Trying to decide if I care or not. *shrugs*

( On dead flies and solar systems )