-meaningless nothings ( Read more... )

my heart is all burnt up like my last cigarrette, you walked out of my life only bruised while i lay here sobbing with nothing left but regret, my heart went up in flames, whats left is only a black cloud of smoke for your lungs only, enhale it deep for thats where my love remains, its been almost 2 months since ive told you i love you, thats 2 ( Read more... )

yea so i moved and everything here is so quiet! theres no traffic over here and no one bumpin their loud ass music up and down our street. but its pretty bunk! i have acouple friends already and theyre are all pretty chill but for some odd reason there is an identical person over here for every person over there!!!!!!! its fuckin crazy! and our ( Read more... )

yup so yesterday it was confermed that our house has officially been sold! we have exactly 2 weeks left in this house before we leave to the dreaded magnolia!!!!! yup so that means im changin schools and worst friends....*sighs* and i just now got my life back to normal and straight, ive been sober for the past 8 mnths and am still goin strong, but ( Read more... )

aight well today i guess u can say i finally got to talk to my gf, but not exactly. if u havnt found out for the past week she has been ignoring me for some dumbass reason. well today i receive a note that she had wrote earlier in the day. i read it and she fuckin broke up with me! first off thats just low that she did it with a fuckin note and ( Read more... )

yea so let me give u a run down of whats goin on in the everyday life of the guzzler! 1st off someone has made an offer on our house, so i ono if we r goin to move for good this time or not. i want to tell my gf but, oh and this is the 2nd one, she is not talkin to me! i really want to talk to her but everytime i call her i get a machine. ive tried ( Read more... )

this probation stuff really gets on my nerves! i cant do anything anymore with out haveing to think out what well happen later, and i cant hang with all of my old friends. to tell the truth i dont really have that many friends anymore, im not sayin i dont, i just dont have as much as i used to. i dont know how much longer i cant take bein cooped up ( Read more... )

man today my dad threw away my freakin booklet for my alkaline trio sayin it was trash, that really pisses me off! last night i broke my curfue like the hardcore person i am by stayin at my girlfriends house until like 11 o'clock. it was fun we made out alot and all that good stuff then we got to watch that movie called butterfly effect. that movie ( Read more... )

this house is full of ears but i cant talk to anyone. they've heard this one a thousand times. most exciting thing i do-hand half-way out of third floor windows-maybe throw lit cigarettes down. and maybe i'll catch fire, something warm to hold me, something pure to burn away the darkness that hides inside my mind. all that evil shit's not hard to ( Read more... )

hows it goin ladies and gentalmen??? ha im at the houston library, up in north side, chillin on this crap, im here with my grandma and lil sis. yea so in my last entry i called my gf dumb and now i am apolgizing for that i love her bery much and all that good stuff.... um how is everybody??? well gosh darn i dont really have anything to say which ( Read more... )