i went out and treated myself last night. got a mother fuckin xbox360 and guitar hero so i'm kissin boredom goodbye. i mite get rockband next...idk. im still at work doin this shit for no unknown reason. i made contact with a really old friend the other day. elaine. i mite go visit her sometime soon. who knows. seems all my old friends in cypress ( Read more... )

i always find myself goin back to this thing every few years or so idk...i feel dumb re reading all my old entries. i was a faggot. "the only constant is change" best damn thing i've ever heard in my life. i hate the woodlands ppl are fuckin idiots. i'm closer to god but i think these ppl keep my from being as close as i could. i'm always angry. i ( Read more... )

i rather use this than myspace. this is a place where i and only i can go. i've had some mixed thoughts lately, not so much mixed more lost than anything. my old friend had a birthday 2 days ago. i woulda liked to tell her happy birthday but idk...things are changing, ppl are changing, theres no going back anymore. the past coulda been different ( Read more... )

this entry will basically cover nothing of importance, its been awhile since ive updated and i thought i would just write somethin real quik to let the few ppl who r actually interested in reading this a chance to see whats goin down in honkeyvill. i dont have enough credits to graduate from magnolia next year so ima have to take summer school and ( Read more... )

beauty is decieving

watch the sky as if falls down the earth shakes as the clouds hit six feet below the ground. my eyes roll in the back of my head but not with pleasure my pleasure has been turned into hurt instead. look around everyone is dieng look around everyone is crying. you cant look around now, youve entered an endless slumber now your another statistic ( Read more... )

my aim gave my whole comp a virus so now i think we have to take it in. i ono though, when i get it back i think ima download aim again but im not sure where to go. tell me a site where i can re-download it.

later fuck faces

go cry for me im to lazy....

i just got a job today and it was pretty righteous! i work at a feed store so i lift over 3 tons of feed in one day and its really fun i think. theres a mexican guy there and he sounds just like cheech from cheech and chong and i cant help but laugh everytime he talks! i cant walk right now cause my legs hurt like no other and i gotta go to work ( Read more... )

well today i found out one of my long time friends that ive known all my life past away yesterday. he used to watch me when i was a baby literally and everytime i visited my momo and popo's house he would come to see me and see how i was doin. i will never forget him, he was the nicest person ive ever known all my life. he took care of my momo and ( Read more... )

so how've you been? much better than i if i may say so myself. tell me a story and where you lived, well i will go first. when you left i didnt move for quite some time, but this time i was more prepared cause my hearts been broken before and i had an idea that you somehow didnt care. but this time it was different you left a bigger mark on me, i ( Read more... )