i want to say so much. but i wont. ima hold my emotions, and be friends until you decide we're ready for the next step gummy. i know today wasnt as expected as u hoped it would be.. but tommorow will be a new day and things will be much different. i promise u. took things too fast u know? i love you. always will. understand me, we will get through ( Read more... )

today was a day of a lot of stuff.. it was all in all a weird ass day. but positive. the morning was ok got to chill with leesees and mike and got to see my gummy for the first time in weeks <3 u! and then 2nd period i chilled with alison and we talked about each others spring breaks... but schneiders PMSyness stopped us a lot 4th period i talked ( Read more... )

fekkin power went out and i didnt get ur response sweety. and now ur away msg says "out." so i hope its somewhere u can have fun! =) u deserve it! yeah.. so anyways let me tell u about my day yesturday. well i was in dolphin playing DDR hopefully waiting for my gummy to show up.. but she didnt.. cuz she got caught and grounded =( i feel so bad! she ( Read more... )

bored here.. taking a little break from ddr... i bet mah baby is soo tired cuz she slept late last night =( and now she has to clean her entire housie and shes all sweepy... dont worry u can lay down on meh today! lol i hope i get to see u. ima be there in dolphin chillazles! where should we meet? cuz maybe we can get some guy to take us into D&B ( Read more... )

w00t just got ddr ultramix for xbox! w00t with the pad! sux tho.. didnt come with all the songs in ddr extreme.. hopefully when we get xbox live we can download some songs.. what a weight loss game.. *seriously! it has a workout mode which charts how much calories u lost!* i love my gummy! if you are going out today i hope u have fun ( Read more... )

pretty cool day, gummy, j00 m4k3 m3h s00 h4ppY! hopefully the feelin is likewise! im in need of money! hopefully my mom will cough up the dough. need chillin money or else deres no chillin!.. hopefully i can go to teh beach, get owned by teh sun and water.. i havent been to the beach in a long ass time.. ude think i live in kansas or sumthin =\ but ( Read more... )

well im awake now. and am writing here for the third time today.. (i think livejournal is down) life is so weird right now! =\.. i had a dream.. and like.. everything thats going on right now was in my dream.. and it was weird.. cuz everytime i walked an arrow would flash saying "perfect" or "great" man... i gotta stop playing DDR. (even tho my ( Read more... )

well.. im back from playing DDR. w00t did my first 3 heavy songs!! *butterfly, abyss, and i forgot the last one =\* omg i tried legend of MAX on standard.. failed in like 4 seconds.. *cries*. i wish i can say i had shitloads of fun.. and i did, but something was missing... i felt an emptiness that i know what it was but im not gonna bother anyone ( Read more... )

Im bored.. but above all i feel alone, lost in a sea of people im floating just above. i feel im ready for a lot of new things, but no one will listen, no one really cares, gummy i miss you, this is what i wanted to do.. this is what i sent marcela ( Read more... )

Why do you punish me so Lord?! argh... 7 in the fekkin morning!! and im not even going fishing!!! *sigh* guess i couldve expected that tho, when my dad says lets go fishing wednesday i didnt know he meant in 2005. w.e atleast today hopefully if my cheap ass bro can spot 10 bux i can go to flippers for that all night special thing and DDR my ass off ( Read more... )