you are not letting me help you ericka... with this feeling of lonelyness. i wish i could just make it go away. whats horrible... is that... i think u dont feel alone.. when ur with me.. and u dont want that. im sorry about it. and i know u think i may be moving on easy.. but thats just a facade. it hurts me every day to see you alone. i love you. ( Read more... )

grrr today was an oddly boring day after school.. school was cool tho.. morning chilled with ulysses and maikol and then we went to school.. second period was so cool.. we ate shit the whole period talking about politics and allison i <3 ur hands! hehehe there i said it! they arent ugly as u say they are. i hung out with my gummy after 1st period ( Read more... )

weird day today...had a bit of a cool day u might say.. school was alright.. schneider stop pinching me! *shakes fist* grrr.. hes an old school teacher... whips out the whacking stick on us and shit lolz 4th was bore hole... and me and jessica kept fighting.. cuz... well.. cuz. she feels so bad about telling ericka stuff.. look jessica im glad u ( Read more... )

well... today has been a pretty weird but very cool day as a matter of fact... started out the morning pretty odd.. woke up at like 1pm. *a rarity* so i got up and started playing DDR.. my mind was off and i was still a bit groggy but WTF! i was kicking ass! i got like a B or + on every standard song i played and i Aced .59 by DJ Taka! *grins* then ( Read more... )

hey erickacka! just hung up with u. hope u didnt get in trouble! =\ that would really suck. so yeah AS i was saying. I love talking with u. i hope i get to see the real you , then i can die.. peacefully in my bed. im getting old... and i need to see that, my arthritis will lead me to my doom.... what am i talking about im 16 yrs old?! not 61. grrr ( Read more... )

i love you gummy.. this is what i got for us.. thought iw would be really cute.. if u wore mine and i wore urs.. but. whichever u want.. its libra (for you) and gemini (for me) meaning i love a gemini and you...well.. love a libra. i hope. i also got that black eyeliner for ur beautiful eyes. even though they dont need any makeup. here u are. <3 u

chilled at sunset... played ddr.. had to play ddr usa cuz the ddr extreme machine was broken!! =( lol i was as good as ulysses for most of the songs.. kickass! i was there with howard maikol and ulysses. it was pretty ok. i didnt stop thinking about my gummy all day.. and OMG ur gonna love what i got u gummy. =D but its a surprisypoo! hee hee hee! ( Read more... )

well another day in which i prove yet again im a piece of shit. gummy, ur the one devastated in all of this, u wont ever forgive me, so i dont know why the words that came out when i ran back were i'm sorry. i should have just said i love you, and ill never give up. ur what i want even if u dont feel the same anymore im not giving up, just know, i ( Read more... )

guess im just not good enough for you anymore.. you changed. and i dont match your personality anymore. but i wont stop trying. i hope, you will see, and feel, with your heart.

well as u can tell by the subject today was a pretty calm day.. it was nice and clear.. and i was with gummy during the first half of lunch and we gots to spend quality time together. which was awesome! and i remember how i fell in love with her! cept she kept pinching my face! *grawr!* but cute hee hee then i spent the rest of the lunch with ( Read more... )