It's back again ( Read more... )

That pain spreads through my body
it is loneliness, rejection and hurt
a wound which became a scar
an awful memory stuck within my mind.

I wonder if you are aware
that this scar is your handy work.
bruises in the shape of your fingerprints.

"I see them standing at the formal gates of their colleges ( Read more... )

its been almost five years and sometimes it hurts just as much as it did that first night.

I hate sitting here in limbo not knowing. Not able to move forward, move on or simply relax, The not knowing part irks me the most. It might not seem I am the kind of individual who likes to plan ahead, but I do. I like knowing somewhat of what is going to happen in my future. I'm prepared for the worse, but I just want to know if I should be ( Read more... )

I know that I set myself up for this disappointment but it still hurts.

I have this overwhelming feeling of dread, like something seriously bad is going to happen. And I hope that I am wrong and just being paranoid.

sometimes I wished I possessed Sandra's patience

There is something about this ignorant relative of mine demanding to let the world live her life. As I am thinking about something witty perhaps overly clever that it goes over her tiny little mind but there is that point. I honestly don't care but this thought lingers because apart of me can't shut my damn opinions off. The life you are living ( Read more... )

Sorry that I have poor circulation causing my body to be a cooler temperature than yours. You seriously don't need to be a dick about it.