life is great. i don't have a computer so i won't be updating anything too much. i just wanted to drop in, say hi. i'm happy. i'm having fun but i miss kristen. i miss you sooo much. i'm sorry about last night. i got home from work and fell asleep on the couch. didn't wake up till about 2 am. but ne way, i guess that's it. i love life.

i have a meeting with a recruiter tomorrow morning at 10 o clock. i'm excited. i'm nervous. wish me luck. even tho i dunno how you wish someone luck with meeting with a recruiter from the navy. um. yeah. just say something nice then?

no matter what i do, no matter how good or bad life has been or is going, the navy is always on my mind. i can't get it out of my head. i always say that yes i'm joining. yes yes yes. but i never do. i know part of it is fear. but i dont know what else is holding me back. i wish i could just straighten out my thoughts and make a decision.

R.I.P. Roy Yolkem.You risked your life everyday as a firefighter to save peoples lives. Why this had to be your time to go we'll never know. Thank you for your friendship, the never ending laughs, and your courage and bravery that has saved so many peoples lives. You will truly be missed by many people in this world ( Read more... )

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so lately things had been going a little bad. everyone at the new house were not so welcoming anymore. justin had a blow up and bitched at everyone that was a the house at the time. we all understand what he was saying, but it just caught us off guard. he said that the only people allowed at the house are the people that he personally invites. no ( Read more... )

i'll keep this one short and sweet, because there's so much detail that i could bore you all to death. but basically, i had a dream that i was driving out to armada with roxey to go to bryan's birthday party, and i thought it would be really funny to swerve my car around on the dirt roads. not a good idea. we skidded off the road and my car eneded ( Read more... )

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