“I could have sworn I had my sanity with me yesterday, I must have misplaced it somewhere ( Read more... )

Opposite end of the pole on the bi-polar scale. A kind of bliss has enveloped me like the prenatal juices of a warm mother's womb. I am swimming free in a bubble. I feel like I understand my own human condition and the world around me, I can smell the human smell on everybody, a rising smell, a reek the very earth can't shake. I can sympathize with ( Read more... )

So here I am. Hello. Nineteen years old wasting time and going blind ( Read more... )

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"If your do only one thing today, make sure you vote ( Read more... )

What kinda sense does it make that public schools are closed on election day, and public colleges are open? So that everyone is too busy to vote, either taking care of their kids, or being stuck in class ( Read more... )

Its like... some part of me is dead, that sort of naive innocense. Now things are just too complicated. There's no more path or right decision. The carpet has been pulled from underneath me and I'm sitting on broken feet. I look around and see the same things over and over again, as though there's nothing truly left for me to experience. How can ( Read more... )

Mystics and psychics, healers and gurus, ancient spirits and pseudoscientists... but altogether: caregivers and wellwishers. It is so hard to judge the beliefs of such people, those whose beliefs have benefitted their own lives so much and push on to spread their so-called enlightenment to others in hopes it'll serve to their benefits. It is hard ( Read more... )

I know nothing of pain or suffering...

.. or insanity.

"Get a job, make some money, work till you're sixty, then move to Florida and die. Can I have been the only person in the world who was disillusioned by this ( Read more... )