connor's sleeping in my bed a few feet away from me.  my kitty's on my lap. my sister is sleeping in the room next to mine, and my dad is downstairs in the kitchen.  i can smell the cookies that he's making for tomorrow.  right now i'm listening to bright eyes and my room is filled with little candles.  it's just us tonight and i can't even explain ( Read more... )

 I started not feeling very well on sunday, and it seems like each day since then it's gotten progressively worse. I'm nauseaus, i have a temperature, i have the chills, since yesterday i've had what i can easily call the worst migrane of my life, which made my vision all blurry and caused me to get even more nauseaus. and just when it seemed like ( Read more... )

 only 15 more days
until my life completely turns upside down again

:/
i have noo idea what to expect

  im out of my meds and i haven't been able to get myself out of bed since sunday night.  so to everyone frantically calling/texting me asking if i'm okay, thinking that ive died or ran away or whatever. yes, i'm okay, i've only been sleeping.  This is the first time i've been awake for a while, and i really wish i would have never woken up.  All ( Read more... )

 i just got back from florida a few hours ago.  I'm not sure how i feel about that trip, a lot of good things happened, but at the same time, enough bad things happened for me to think that i would have been better off being miserable at school instead.  I'm sun burned. and my whole body stings everytime i move. even my face. but it will turn into ( Read more... )

 hahahha
wait
today, what the fuck savannah.

why is it, my summer really wasn't that great, until the last few days of it? I was left starting school not only in this weird stoned sleep and food deprived state, but i felt like summer was just starting :(. it made me want to cry.  it still does actually.  My first day i was exhausted, weak, completely out of it, anxious, bored, extremely ( Read more... )

 wow, today was so horrible ( Read more... )

yesterday i called in sick and stayed at kim's house instead.  We went to Target, and then Michael's because i didn't feel good and i knew that if i saw halloween decorations i would be a lot happier. which i was. Then we went back home and cooked a really good dinner and watched movies, and then went on a bikeride.  It was a pretty relaxing day ( Read more... )

so friday night i hung out with alex, dylan, evan, evan, hannah, madifer, gianluca, robert, timmy, shay, kirstin, kyle, and three of shays friends.  i feel like friday was confusing and overwhelming. i didn't really get what was going on that whole day, i just followed people around and did what they told me. i met robert, my new love. he's bi, but ( Read more... )