looks like no one but ceasar reads this. awesome. :) youre allowed to know my thoughts and secrets ( Read more... )

In the dark of the night I can hear you calling my name ( Read more... )

Life goes on, as it always has, as it always does. Still sad, but w/e - what can I say?! I'm reeaalll used to it.

Out w/ al's pizza crew. My family <3

Mad. Why does this feel like dejavu? Damn, thought I had finally snagged a good one. Not saying I haven't but - whatever. Feeling insecure.

I miss kaylie barker.
I miss liz.
I miss kimo.

Maybe its time for me to just ditch jax all together too. You girls are smart.

Whatever this becomes Whatever words I say ( Read more... )

Dear live journal, i'm happy :) its been a while since I've felt this secure. My bf puts me in a good mood. And that's all for now.

I'm in such fucking debt. Fucking fuck.

What's up LJ!? Sorry, I've been ignoring you. Wellllp, i'm happy as fuck. No bullshit.

So let's face it, this was never what you wanted. But I know it's fun to pretend. Now blank stares and empty threats are all I have, they're all I have. So drown me and if you can or we could just have conversation. And I fall, I fall, I falter. But I'll find you before I drift away. Now you still speak of day old hate, though your whole world has ( Read more... )

Haha I love these nights. Its nights like these... I don't want you anymore. Haha Lucero is normally sad buttttt i'm glad. <3 you all!

With emma goodwin tonight :) and kaylie barker <3333333

Seriously... I miss the cute innocent relationship I used to have. Not the person, just the fun in the beginnnnning. Being grown up is boring and not exciting and no butterflies. Only bullcrap. So different than I pictured.